nothing, really.

Just looking for some answers in a world that answers none of them at all. 

Wow, I can scarcely believe that it's already a brand new year. Sigh. The last post was pretty reminiscent of my past days, when I was overly dramatic and definitely a worse person to be around. I wanted to make that post since the moment I sighed and no one knew what I was actually sighing about. That was when I realized there might possibly be no one who is privy to my inner workings.

Well, that and that there might be no one who will ever really know the things I think. Not in the way that relates to my interests and what comes to mind. For that, my sister and I are pretty much on the same wavelength at all times.

No, I'm talking about the snide, bitter and almost scorning comments and opinions I have sometimes that seems to be lethal outside my mind, so I keep them to myself. I really think that "If you have nothing good to say, then better keep your trap shut" is one the things I live by. Except when I'm really emotional (i.e. extremely pissed off/feeling terribly unjustified, etc) and my mouth goes all potty without my permission.

Moving on.

Talking about New Year Resolutions... I don't have any. At least, nothing comes to mind at all. Maybe do well in my studies. I don't know. I guess with the post prior to my trip, I'm really quite happy at the moment and I don't see a need to complicate things for myself and compromise the tranquility I seem to have at the moment.

I'm probably just going to take things as they come and wade through all the muck that gets thrown my way this year. I get a feeling that this year will be eventful, to say the least. Maybe not thrilling or even remotely interesting but packed with things heady enough to cause a disaster. That'll be pretty fun, actually.

Welcomed the new year watching Running Man. What's new, huh?

I just watched two Emma Stone movies in a row just this afternoon. "Crazy, Stupid, Love" was first, followed by "Easy A". I think they're not too bad. I enjoyed certain things about each movie but I'm not really a giant fan of both, like some people seem to be. I feel like doing chick flicks, so I'm watching them all at once...

Don't really feel like blogging at the moment- might do a post on Batam another day? Or I might not. Depends. Going ahead to watch "Friends With Benefits" although it might be rated. Seems like a somewhat interesting movie- beyond the sex, anyway. Okay, it's M18. Well. It's just two years. It's nothing I haven't seen before, anyway. (I mean, there's probably not going to be full frontal nudity and who hasn't seen a man's/woman's thighs and all that? I've definitely seen boobs before.)

Ah. I was thinking about making a post about whether a female and male can have a platonic relationship. I don't think it's impossible but I do feel it's more likely that people who will not be attracted to each other for whatever reasons can maintain one. If you're both single and same age with same interests... That kind? Well, it might not be completely platonic. I didn't say it's anything remotely close to romantic but I'm pretty sure one of the pair thought of a possibility of a relationship or what not.

Even for a split second. That counts. Or something like being physically attracted to the other's looks or body. Yeah, I get that there's this argument that sometimes, despite being of different genders and straight, people don't get attracted to each over for whatever reasons. That does happen too. Ah, well. My stand is still that it's not completely platonic between some people though...

Okay.

I'll end on this note- recently on tumblr, I saw this post that made me pause and I felt that it's perfect for me. It's a picture which has these words, "I won't worry anymore. There's still time for things to change" Yeap. Golden words, I would say. Really says all that I need to hear.

That's all.